It is not length of life, but depth of life.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
It's just so difficult being me, instead of we.
Heck, I really couldn't stop myself from listening to Love Like This - SS501. It's friggin' addictive, I must say. They definitely look so goddamn different in Rebirth. Well, I personally think that they look hotter in their recent styles. Last time was, hella adorable, ofcourse. Anyway, I caught up with Kung Fu Panda about half an hour ago. It was the chio-est cartoon movie I've ever come across. It was hilarious as well.
You know, I was bliss to know that there's Kung Fu Panda on HBO just now. Basically, I rotted the whole damn morning till evening. & I could barely stand the boredom any longer. I spent hours on playing with my Dog Island and geez, this is another one damn shit addictive thing. But ofcourse, you can't expect me to play it from morning till evening, don't you? To sum it up, today's a crap. Plus, Eason isn't here. He has gone back to his hometown since Thursday and he'll only be back by tomorrow morning. Which is, thankfully. Otherwise, I'll be suffocated with boredom, again.
However, I'll be meeting up with my baby @ Summit to watch New Moon and Astro Boy. It'll either be this coming Tuesday or at least latest by Wednesday. Damn, have I tell you 'bout how many hours, how many days, how many weeks we've not meet up already? 1 month to be exact, I shall kid you not. How did we survive? There's a secret behind it. We somehow know it :)
By the way, it's insane for me to finally make a step to watch New Moon. I'm not any fan of Twilight Saga, that's what they call it, I bet. I even skipped the first chapter, Twilight. It seems to me that New Moon is better than Twilight. Well, I do not know 'bout it. Since I've not catched up with Twilight, just yet. Okay lah let me tell you the reason why I dislike Twilight. 'Cause of Edward Cullen. I'm truly sorry to say this but, he has a weird nose. OKAY I SAID I WAS SORRY RIGHT o_o
So what changed my mind? Definitely because it's a romance movie and i'm so not missing it with my dearest. Plus, Taylor Lautner had finally took off his wig! God damn it, I hate seeing him with that wig on! Makes me wanna, strangle him! No, strangle the director! That's more like it. Sincere apology. I didn't mean to insult Edward Cullen's nose but, it's just part of my point of view. No offense!
Kim Hyung Joon
Kim Hyun Joong
Kim Kyu Jong
Young Saeng
Park Jung Min
Oh how could I miss them out from my actual topic today? Little did I know, all five of them look absolutely hotter in Rebirth's. Okay, haven't I mention that earlier of the post already? Anyway, they're all gorgeous! Park Jung Min definitely didn't tempts my heart. Though, Kim Hyung Joon & Kim Hyun Joong did! Oh my god, they're the hottest! So is Young Saeng. He looks so damn different, no joke. I somehow prefered him in his last time hair style. Current one din't pretty much suit him.
Hoooo, when are they coming down to Malaysia, I wonder. I definitely wish to see them in person! Like, who wouldn't? By then, I don't think my parents would even allow me to go for their concert. No, not because my parents despise them. But because they think going concert is dangerous. Especially without older people like they are. Hahh, forget 'bout it. I'mma head to bed now! Goodnight.
signing off, S'pys.
Go for the gold.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift, that's why they call it the present.
Oh my! I can't wait for Christmas! I can't assume that this year Christmas's will be better than last year's but I hope it'll be. Last year's sucks penis! Definitely couldn't wait to hunt for christmas gifts as well! Don't know what to get for the family and lovelies' but I bet I'll figure that out in no time. Nevertheless, the minor celebration with family, baby & Sher Mun! Lyn, Adeline & Chermaine aren't here during Christmas which I wouldn't have the chance to celebrate with them. Sad, yes.
But oh well, i'm sure that I'll have some time to catch up with Lyn personally before she leaves. Where as I don't think I'll have the time to do so with Chermaine since she's leaving pretty soon. Oh you know, Adeline had left so, shit that lady (N). Thankfully boyfriend isn't going anywhere.
Recently, I've been searching for Christmas's blogskins but none satisfy me. Will keep finding till I find a perfect one. Also, I musn't spend too much in order to have enough cash to purchase Christmas gifts for all of my love ones! In that case, you can also kindly click onto my Ads for how many times you wish. Hence, blogger will have more cash! I know you're all too kind to help me out, yes? Woo, speaking 'bout it makes me feel so excited! CHRISTMAS!
Apparently, I've gone way too addicted to this current game that i'm playing in PS2. It's called, The Dog Island. I had picked on a Siberian Husky and eventually, I named her Babyy. Bought a few garments for her and she looks so goddamn adorable now! Pretty much like Harvest Moon but it's not about farming, ofcourse. Just, something like that. I think it's way much better than Harvest Moon.
Well, i'm bored. & I think I shall look for something to entertaint myself. Tataa!
signing off, S'pys.
BBQ.
Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.
27th November.
Okay lah. I've got to admit that overall is gooood! I woke up at 10 o'clock and started helping my momma with everything till 4 o'clock and i've finally got the time to take a cold shower and lay on the bed for a short while. Was then moved my ass to the kitchen and helped alittle more. Got everything settled at 6 in the evening and started bbq-ing. Brother had fun with his bunch of friends and hah, i'm pretty much happy for him, as a sister. Glad that he loves the present that momma and I bought for him. He was telling his girlfriend how much he loves it and stuff like that. Tsk, what a crazy brother. Anyway, just a short one. Shall uplod a picture of the birthday cake that brother's girlfriend and I had baked for him. But, I'll be doing that tomorrow. Am lazy to upload it now.
& I know brother won't be reading this but, it doesn't really matter lah right. Happy 22nd Birthday, fat bro. Well, this is it. Got to run! Catching up with Where Got Ghost with the family. It's going to be my second time watching it! Goodnight!
Okay lah. I've got to admit that overall is gooood! I woke up at 10 o'clock and started helping my momma with everything till 4 o'clock and i've finally got the time to take a cold shower and lay on the bed for a short while. Was then moved my ass to the kitchen and helped alittle more. Got everything settled at 6 in the evening and started bbq-ing. Brother had fun with his bunch of friends and hah, i'm pretty much happy for him, as a sister. Glad that he loves the present that momma and I bought for him. He was telling his girlfriend how much he loves it and stuff like that. Tsk, what a crazy brother. Anyway, just a short one. Shall uplod a picture of the birthday cake that brother's girlfriend and I had baked for him. But, I'll be doing that tomorrow. Am lazy to upload it now.
& I know brother won't be reading this but, it doesn't really matter lah right. Happy 22nd Birthday, fat bro. Well, this is it. Got to run! Catching up with Where Got Ghost with the family. It's going to be my second time watching it! Goodnight!
signing off, S'pys.
You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart
Many plans didn't turn out well. Once I say it many, I meant it many! What's all this about? Bad luck week? Anyway, i'm lack of sleep. This was my last night so-called-sleeping schedule. Was all hyped up at 12am with my little brother, I broke my nail at 1am, I peed twice at 2am, I fell half asleep at 3am, my eldest brother woke up me at 3.35am, I was thinking 'bout my baby at 4am, I finally fell asleep at 5am and i'm woken up by my momma at 8am. What a night -_______-" I only manage to sleep for 3 shitty hours.
Got up, looked after the small ones. Dropped by at USJ8's shop lots to get baking ingredients and also went in to the Pet Shop right beside it. One of the white dog was pretty much obsessed with me and she sticked to me like a glue. She's so adorable, I must say. Got home and baked birthday cake for brother. Momma, brother and his girlfriend's went Mydin without me and brother fetched me out to hand in the goods to one of my customer later that. Took away some food from Kai Xin Restaurant and headed home.
Nothing really much to be mentioned 'bout. Every single thing got screwed up perfectly already. What more for me to say? Elaborate 'bout how saddening my life currently is? Haha, hilarious much.
signing off, S'pys.
A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps a-ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still.
Decided not to come online unless when my loves' ones are. Like, seriously, there ain't nothing much I can do in cyberspace either. Life's such a bore, at times. Mood was pretty much ruined just now. Lyn said she couldn't make it for the sleep over 'cause her dad personally thinks that it's not a good idea for Lyn to sleep over, alone. Since Chermaine couldn't make it too so, yeah. Sleepover's canceled. Things got screwed up hell lot.
Like I thought, nothing gets better. It's not improving. I'm tired, real sick and tired of everything. I think I shall stop before I burst everything out here. It wouldn't be nice if I do so. Anyway, i'm currently addicted to this song, Mad Girl - B2ST. Here's a video of it, enjoy.
signing off, S'pys.
Being selfish at certain things aren't wrong.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
You're always with me, through ups & downs.
Another update for today. Have been updatin' twice in a day recently. Pretty much because i've nothing else to do other than blogging and smsing to slumber the day away. Is my apology to make for givin' you peeps another torrent post. Which is the one before this. Just please, do me a favour alright? Bare with it for a moment or two. I'll stop blurting sad shits after things get better, cross fingers.
Anyway, Lyn corroborated my sleep over plannings. Though, it'll be brought forward to this Friday since it's my eldest brother birthday and we'll have a minor barbecue party as well. Where as Chermaine's, too, coming over but she isn't going to sleep over with us. Lyn and I are hoping that she could make it but since she couldn't, there ain't no other choices then. Just so you know, both of these bitches are leaving me real soon. In a couple of weeks time. We wouldn't get the chance to text any more often. I'll miss you both bitches, hell lot.
Apart from that, i've been planning to meet up with my baby and catch up with New Moon on Thursday in Summit. Evidently, mommy told me to not make it this Thursday, last minutely. 'Cause i've to help her with some stuffs and besides, i've to bake a cake for my eldest brother. Resulting the screwed up plan meeting up with baby. Ahh, we had post poned this outting for several times already. Now, we had to post pone it to the following week. Pretty saddening, isn't it?
Also, i've got to burn my calories immediately! Gained so much fats, I supposed. Have been taking in lots of carbohydrates and fats as well. Food + without exercises = guarantee becoming a hot air balloon! Warned myself that i'll get expanded if I don't control with my food wise right now but I couldn't seem to resist. Will start doing it by tomorrow! I've GOT to! Otherwise, resulting me being as a hot air balloon already.
Oh by the way, i've two videos that I think I should really share it with you guys. Both of these songs are stucked on my replay playlist all day long! I've introduced these songs through my Facebook account, too. If you ever realize so. Well, hope you guys would love it!
signing off, S'pys.
You're my light in the dark, you're the beating in my heart.
A true friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
My mood has been swinging since, god knows when. Well atleast it has been pretty bad since long ago. Or preferably throughout the year. Really couldn't stop myself from thinking too much and I just can't seem to forget everything that had happened. I mean, what for giving my concern to things that don't deserve to have it? & also, what's the point changing facts 'bout any thing that had happened when things that had happened are unchangeable? Evidently, I personally think that i'm much of a dumb shit. I told myself a thousand and one times that I've got to let things flee. I need to calm myself down and I definitely need a break from all these drama. But when I just thought that I could, I somehow failed.
Why am I so pathetically silly? Things came crashing me down one after another. It's tiring. No, more like, exhausting. I should have relax and take things easily like how I did in the previous year. Seriously, I personally think that 2009 sucks a big time. Well, it rocks at some parts. Just that it sucks more than it rocks. Yes, life aint easy, life isn't fair, life is filled with truckloads of obstacles, so and so. Hahh, can't I just freaking take a break out of every bad things? I feel like dieing at a moment. It's too tough to handle, for me that is.
Best parts that had happened to me was, I got closer to Chermaine and, maybe, I think i've did a pretty good job in communicating with her this year. Atleast we weren't in any awkward silence like how we were in the previous's. Eventhough we had lots of ups and downs but we somehow got back together, perfectly. Lyn & I are being our usual self. We definitely shared most of our secrets to one another. She has been there for me, always. Nevertheleast, my boyfriend. He has been a great boyfriend, bestfriend, soulmate. He was, really. I complained most of my problems to him and he was always there to listen, without fail.
Little did I know, i've not been catching up with Adeline, JinMay, ZhiYing & the rest of the twelveans anymore. It has been half of a year since we last did. That ain't the best part. It sucked hell lot, somewhat. Now speakin' bout the worst parts, I've got in to many fights with several friends/people. I've been a badddd girl, in some ways. I've flunked on my Geography, for the first time. I did not study hard, I did not concentrate. Well that was when eversince I had a relationship with the wrong guy. I got pretty much obsessed and heck, I never did appreciate any outtings with any of my friends', no more.
Now that i'm looking back at things I had done, at steps I had made, i'm an idiotic fool. Fortunately, i'm no longer a person like that. Oh but you know, nobody ever trusted me anymore. They simply thought that i'm bullshitting and crapping that they wouldn't give me a chance to prove that I had changed. You see, it's none any of their fault. It's mine, from the very first place. Regrets bring nothing back, sympathy is extremely not what I want. Chances, perhaps that are what I've been craving for.
Then again, I'll try my hardest to head forward. To look for a brighter futuer along with my family, true friends' and baby. I would like to thank to those whom I had shared my ups and downs with. No matter what happened before, I'll just erase them like a memory slot. & will restore or refill 'em with future. I've got to stop before I go insane.
Last but not least, MingWei, I don't know if you'll be reading this but I doubt so. Still, i'm happy that I've got lots of good memories with you as well. Remember the ring that we bought? Representing our friendship or something? I'm wondering if you're still having it. I had it in my jewellery box though. & the valentine card as well. Pretty much reminded me 'bout our last year's. You know, I just want to say that I still love you as a little sister. Thank you for listening to me all the time. I was just hoping to have this, little sister back. I really like those time where I hung out with you, two on two. Okay, this is gay -______-"
Well, i'm just hoping for a better tomorrow.
signing off, S'pys.